December 2009
33 posts
I’m losing control. I keep doing it, but not anymore. I’m back, I’m totally 100% back. This is ridiculous, I made a promise to myself two and a half years ago. And I’m not giving up on myself. I will weight in the 130’s. I will.
I continually do this to myself. I eat so shitty like every four days. And it stresses me out. I’m going to get super serious again. I want to be thin. like in perfect shape and adorable. I’m going to do it. Tomorrow is a new day. I will study, eat healthy, do weights and the elliptical and just be healthy and feel good. I also bought more clothes. Oh yeah, I did.
“I only care about the words that flutter from your mind. They are the only thing...”
– A Beautiful Revolution (via quotewhore)
“It’s there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And-and I...”
– Finding Nemo (via quotewhore)
“I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly...”
– The Holiday (via quotewhore)
I feel like it’s a good sign that Cory can’t wait to see me in thirteen days so he is driving up tonight. :]
“You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall...”
– Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist (via quotewhore)
“Sometimes I think I am out of my league, and then sometimes I think I can dream....”
– Hellogoodbye (via quotewhore)
13 days
until I get to see Cory. 13 days has never seemed this long.
“Take one breath and then take another. Repeat these simple steps until you feel...”
– Bright Eyes (via quotewhore)
I get to go home tomorrow! I’m so excited. I love my bed, and my family, and my dogs, and christmas parties andddd I get to see Cory. What a good weekend it will be before I will be so stressed with finals.
“This is probably the best, not to mention the worst idea.”
I heard back from him, he’s calling me after work tonight.
I literally cannot stop thinking about Cory. I’m driving myself insane. I didn’t hear from him all yesterday and I even texted him today at like 12 and still haven’t heard back. I know he works a lot, so i’ll just keep thinking he’s at work. Or maybe he’s already over me. Maybe I did something wrong. I always mess everything up.
“There are two kinds of love…in the safe kind you look for someone who’s exactly...”
– Jodi Picoult (via quotewhore)